{The.Truth.}

I'm finally starting to figure out

what that

"better"

is.

Merry Friday.

Mamma Mia!

Oh the stories I could tell you.

or i mean the stories i am going to tell you.

ha.

First of all i'm sick.

as in

i've sneezed in the last minute

oh just about 1,000 TIMES!

(that may or may not be true... it's not true)

but it feels that way!

that counts for something right?

It's been raining for the last week.

cold rain.

I'm sick of it.

and I mean really sick just read ^ if you don't believe me.

I go back to school next week.

maybe now i'll be able to do something productive.

(I don't know the language )

ha you wanna know something funny.

I still don't know french.

but i've been here only 2 months.

I'll learn it.

sometime.

I can't fall asleep!

so what do i do?

eh pinterest and facebook that's what.

I listened to "Mamma Mia!"

40 times today.

good day.

thats my life.

happy day.

~mallori

There's a point.

Well actually there are many points.

There's the point that sometime drama becomes to hard to handle.

You wish everyone would stop talking about America because you were finally getting stronger

but now you have just become bitter.

There is the point where you just have to

let it go.

Realize this is your life now.

no changing it.

There's a point where

The outlooks of people change

where the advice becomes dumb

and you just don't want to hear anymore.

There's a point where

the help is so great

but you get confused and wish it would just float away.

There's a point where you wish you could just live on a little island

(no one)

just for a day.

realize the person you are and who you want to be.

There's a point where you realize

you have to learn how to smile again.

yes it's difficult and you have forgot how.

but with a little faith you can do it.

plus I think people are more scared of me.

There's a point where you wish life was a balloon

you could just break away....

"Things are going to get better"

"Things Are Gonna Get Better"

Yeah, yeah. Mmm hmm.

Everybody's got a time in their life

When everything hurts and nothing's right.

But you gotta walk on, yeah you gotta walk on.

Everybody's got a piece of their heart

That's been stepped on and torn apart.

But you gotta be strong, yeah you gotta walk on.

Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,

Sometimes, all you feel is pain, but,

Things keep floating by on that river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,

And I know things are gonna be fine.

And I know Life is gonna get better,

Life is gonna get better, yeah we're gonna be fine.

Everybody's got that one regret, no matter how they try, they can't forget.

But you gotta move on, yeah you gotta move on.

And everybody's got someone they've lost,

And they can't believe they're really gone.

But you gotta live on, yeah you gotta live on.

Cause I, know, it's hard to have the strength and,

Sometimes, all you feel is pain, but,

Things keep floating by on that river in the night.

But I know things are gonna get better,

And I know things are gonna be fine.

And I know Life is gonna get better,

Life is gonna get better, yeah we're gonna be fine.

And I know there's hope.

I see it in your eyes.

So take me, touch me.

Cause with a little bit of love, we can win the fight.

With a little bit of love we can see the light.

With a little bit of love it'll be alright.

I know things are gonna get better,

And I know things are gonna be fine.

And I know Life is gonna get better,

Life is gonna get better, yeah we're gonna be fine.

Walk, walk, walk the line and,

keep, keep, keep walking on.

Keep, keep, keep walking on.

- David Archuleta

Bold parts

are how I feel right now.

Things are going to get better.

No worries.