Sorry for the second post after like a minute but this is important.

One thing I need to learn

is to get my emotions

out.

as in

o-u-t

out.

I've kept most of my emotions in.

like one

I haven't really been happy.

I mean yes I've been like happy.

but not happy as in.

"OH MY GOSH I AM SO HAPPY"

like that happy.

yes.

I am not crazy.

just I haven't learn how to let go of the past yet.

this year Christmas and new years just wasn't

I don't know the same.

Last night I cried

a good long need cry.

it was needed very much.

It's been to hard to be strong.

way too hard.

but you know what.

I've learned

I have to be strong.

because being strong is really the only thing

I know how to do.

(crazy right)

I just needed to get that out.

but I promise I'll make sure to be more happy.

and learn how to smile again.

but it might take a little time

so forgive me.

ha.haha.hahaha!

Oh the joys of...

wearing flip-flops everyday.

living right next to the temple.

being an example.

have great new friends and talking to the old ones. I love them both so much.

having a month off for Christmas break. Can you say YES YES YES YES YES!!!

waking up at 4:00 in the morning for seminary.

Hearing stories.

Telling my own.

Air-drying my hair. It's feels so good today.

Having good days.

Laughing so hard.

I love Tahiti.

Packing?

Packing?

It's harder then it looks people.

Trust me.

Plus...

each person you ask questions to gives a different answer.

I thought packing for girls camp was bad.

Not anymore.

I LOVE BYU END OF STORY.

I

LOVE

BYU.

Love it :)

The Beach

I miss this.

California

was

the

BEST.

I miss it!!!

Does anyone wanna go

like

tomorrow? ;)

Sunday dinners.

Are THE BEST.

Grandma

cousins

aunts

uncles.

Great sunday :)

A Realization.

There has been some thought

and some prayers.

Some thinking

and going to seminary

There has been things pointed out

and somethings found.

There has been a realization in me.

Just a 14 year old.

That I have been blessed.

I was in a accident last year

I fell out of a truck.

I was supposed to break bones.

Only broke my jaw.

I look like i'm back to normal.

A couple battle scars on my face.

Nothing big.

But the Lord blessed me.

I didn't die.

I was blessed so much during that time.

Earlier this year

my dad got a job for

The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter Day Saints.

I have learned or more

been blessed to learn

That this will be an adventure.

I have been blessed to meet the people I have met

I will be blessed for the people I will meet.

Both will/ have taught me many great things.

I've been blessed so much

and I know my Father in Heaven

listened to my prayers

and answered them. :)

So I guess this is one peer pressure i'll give into.

This is me and i'm "The Short One." trust me you'll see pictures of me and my best friends if you want a short cut to find me just look at the shortest person in the pic. I guess the best friends wanted me to do one about me so here it goes.

I'm the oldest in my family I have 1 little brother and 1 little sister. I have brown hair and its cut in layers. I love to listen to music especially when i'm on the computer or in the car. I'm moving 4663 miles to Tahiti (get the blog title now? ;) I'm 14 going on 15. I have the best friends ever!! I love reading and going on walks. I love the color green. I think boys are funny and cute but I don't date them until 16 :) I have the best family in the ENTIRE WORLD. and thats me :)

The Hair has been cut.

In Layers :)