Beautiful Heartbreak.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyX-I-um5Kk

I shed a couple tears. I love this song! 

{more then 17.}

I love this movie.

seriously

watch this movie!

it has strengthen my testimony of the pioneers so much.

the ancestor i did for trek is in this!!

" i'm not telling you it's going to be easy, i'm telling you it's going to be worth it"

{Taylor.Swift.}

The story starts when I woke up a 4:00 on a monday morning.

It was normal just like any other day.

But then it wasn't.

The story actually begins when we get to Vairao.

I found out just what I was getting my self into.

Oh gosh.

Later did it become known that it was going to be

the llllooonnngggeeessst 3 days in my entire life. (or so far)

It was hot and I thought we were with wards (we got in put in groups and I thought it was wards).

I felt confident. Some girls in my ward speak english. This will be a good week.

Later (lucky I am good at hiding some feelings)

I found out that wasn't so.

They changed that plan.

(like everything else.)

No, we got put in groups with people from our stake.

It was crazy and complicated.

I had a hard time,

But now a least i'm over it.

met some new friends.

and had some good times.

but now I just say it was a good

Learning Experience.

It's part of the

THINK POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND POSITIVE FEELINGS.

thingy.

I just like to say thank you to taylor swift for making heart breaks or a least close to them much easier.

good learning experience.

enough said.

{Youth Conference in February and in Tahiti? yep}

Guess what happens tomorrow at 6:30?

I go to YOUTH CONFERENCE!!!

So yeah

Later alligators.

Deep Beauty.

The gospel is true peeps.

I know it.

https://lds.org/youth/video/deep-beauty?lang=eng

[ sMiLe ]

I like to smile

I really do.

so this year

is going to be

year of the smiling

the end.

quick thingy

guess what?

I found smileys

in the book of Esther

see if you can find em.

:)

{ A goal }

This year.

^^ will be done

d-o-n-e.

Light Keeper.Jenny Phillips.

He knows its hard to hold.

To His light sometimes

The world is so far from the right

so just close your eyes

He'll help you shine

(Chorus)

Light Keeper

Be strong

Light Keeper

Walk on through the night

When all the world is telling you

Its not worth the fight

hold on to your light

Hold it tight

Light Keeper.

(Song)

You might feel left behind

When others leave the light

And oh how the Father loves you.

He'll Never leave you side

He'll help you shine.

(Chorus)

Light Keeper

Be strong

Light Keeper

Walk on through the night

When all the world is telling you

Its not worth the fight

hold on to your light

Hold it tight

Light Keeper.

(Song)

Oh how you shine

You are filled the Fathers love

You are worthy of his trust

Oh beautiful light

(Chorus)

Light Keeper

Be strong

Light Keeper

Walk on through the night

When all the world is telling you

Its not worth the fight

hold on to your light

Hold it tight

Light Keeper.

When I first heard this song it was my first year of girls camp.

We went up to Heber Valley Girls Camp.

Everyone got swine flu.

But it was the best year of my going to girls camp.

I cried every night because I missed my family.

The reason is because.

I got to see Jenny Phillips perform this song.

The spirit was so strong.

I am so grateful for her wonderful music.

In the Spirit of Thanksgiving.

I'm thankful for...

• The scriptures.
• Loving family and friends
• Heavenly Father
• The Plan
• Prayer
• School
• Who I am
• Life
• Happiness

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tuwid8_O8dk&feature=share

What are you THANKFUL for? :)

Distracted.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl1VjiKU2t8&feature=related

Latter-Day Saint Kids.

Hey

There are so pretty amazing kids that move all over the world because the Lord has asked their family to.

I really don't think we really pay attention to these wonderful kids who have to move all over the world.

They are seriously amazing and I really hope we can all acknowledge what they do.

They move all over the world. It could be to Spain or Rome or even America. Everywhere.

They have to start at a brand new school that they may have to idea what the teachers are talking about or what the kids are asking.

They have to start all over. It's practically like going to kindergarten or preschool all over again.

Learning a new language.

Learning how to write.

Learning so many brand new ways.

I am so amazed by what they do.

I have gotten to have this amazing, crazy, interesting and sometimes really scary experience that they go through.

Before we moved. Some of the kids in my class at school were friending me on Facebook. I didn't know who they were at first and we had a hard time speaking to each other. It was really interesting.

I am so terrified of starting at a brand new school tomorrow. I really really just want to break down and cry my eyes out. but the Lord knows what I am doing and the sacrifices that I am making to go on this journey. He can comfort me.

I really am so scared. It is really hard when you don't know what the people are saying. They ask questions and you can't answer them. You say hi or thank you but they don't know what you are saying. It is so hard. I go to church and I don't know what the lesson is about. I am trying so hard to learn the language. I said to someone " hows life" and they said they didn't know what I was talking about and they said to explain but I couldn't and it was really hard.

Some people give me advice but all they do is make me more scared for the things to come.

I will stick to my standards.

I can to the right thing.

Things have changed.

“The future of this world has long been declared; the final outcome between good and evil is already known. There is absolutely no question as to who wins because the victory has already been posted on the scoreboard . The only really strange thing is all of this is that we are still down here on the field trying to decide which team's jersey we want to wear!” ― Jeffrey R. Holland

we have to decide what team's jersey we want to wear.

I have chosen to stick to my standards.

we are children of an Almighty God.

Sticking to standards and doing what WE know is right is not hard.

If you have the right friends and are doing what you KNOW you are supposed to be doing.

You are doing so great!

I really am so scared for the things to come.

This test is really an Open Book Test.

We have all of the answers in The Book Of Mormon.

The scriptures are so amazing.

I'll do a blog post about what happened tomorrow. :)

One by One. ~ Hilary Weeks.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XuzFcqUSvRs

What I believe

I have realized that I always say i'm a Member of The Church Of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.

But

I haven't told where you can go if you have questions this is the website

http://mormon.org/

or

http://lds.org/?lang=eng

This is web address is where you can read the Testimony's of each of our Prophets.

Or watch a video clip about their Testimony's.

http://lds.org/study/prophets-speak-today/unto-all-the-world/prophets-of-the-restoration?lang=eng

I love this Church and The Gospel!

If you have any questions, comments or concerns about what Mormons believe or other things I'd love to hear from you!

Thanks Guys!

I'm Back!

Sorry about that guys

moving to a different country took a bit of time away from my schedule.

So

Your probably wondering how I am, correct?

Well i'm fine

just fine.

Later i'll put some pictures up of my suitcase and the house.

Its pretty different then Utah.

I've had a difficult time to adjust

and still I'm still not adjusted.

but i'll probably will be later.

much later.

Now lets start from the very beginning of all of this

and I mean the moving

not the

Dad gets

THE NEWS

I'm taking about the beginning of the drive to Las Vegas for the plane ride the next morning.

That beginning.

The beginning of that day was really hard.

for me.

last minute packing

not finishing until about 6:40

Aunt Mel coming to help us
(That lady is a genius!!)

The "oh my gosh this is the last time forever"

well not forever

hopefully.

Then leaving at 9:00

I think

stopping at a fast food place

watching movies

First Daughter wasn't the best

Cars 2 was awesome

(14 liking Cars 2??? HECK YES!!!)

Captain America

I fell asleep in the very beginning

Driving in a snow storm that would scare your Aunt Betty.

I don't actually have a Aunt Betty.

but it was a crazy snow storm

C.r.a.z.y.

starting the little tears.

Starting to realize everything.

Scares me.

We got to Las Vegas safe.

then went up to our hotel room.

Tried sleeping

slept for a little while.

mom kinda repack a little

the baby things.

Got up

Showered

got ready.

Went to the airport.

Did all that stuff.

got on the airplane

5:45 minutes to be exact.

Wanting to start to cry.

didn't

Landed in Hawaii

Got cute earrings and a Bracelet.

Got on the Plane ride to Tahiti

5:30.

Got there

Freaked out

Culture shock.

Got up

went to church

Pictures up of the building soon!!!

so yeah

That's my life right now.

The Post.

The plane ride: Was fine.

Hawaii: Was cool got a really cute bracelet! Texted Jenny which was fun!!

The Luggage: All here. (Thought we lost one and found it after an hour. I was all my clothes.)

Tahiti: It's Tropical downtown New York, and It's really really really HOT!!!!

Me: I'm okay just trying to get used to it.

Feelings: Culture Shock.

Let it Begin.

You might think that no one's been through what you're going through

And you might think that nobody's made the same mistakes as you

You are feeling the weight of of the world on your shoulders

Turn it over

Just have the courage to take one step

Someone's going be there

to help with the rest

to start is the hardest

but

it's something that only you can do

Don't carry the burden as the years go by

you don't need that crushing weight in your life

have faith to pray for the strength to finally see this through

There's One who knows you perfectly

He can take the hurt away

The healing starts within

Just let Him in

and Let it Begin.

Time.

I just need time.

Time that I have just with family.

Time that I just get a feel for Tahiti.

Just time.

This and That Week.

This week

is

THAT

week.

you know the one with all the packing

and

last minute errands.

The last goodbyes

and the driving to the airport.

the making sure you have everything

until next July.

(that's the next time we visit Utah.)

Losing your phone the LAST week you have it.

I'm not doing so great without it.

The telling mom

"WE NEED TO GO TO CABELAS AND GET A LIFE JACKET FOR THE PLANE SO I DON'T DROWNED!!!!!!!!!!!!"

and she just laughs and says "Dad says they have them over there."

OK but just wait for me and the anxiety of not having one.

I don't know why I want a life jacket for the plane

I just do.

Like I hate dark basements

scare me to death.

But back to other things.

by the way that conversation between mom and me

JUST happened.

about 5 minutes ago

its 11:34 P.M.

yeah crazy stuff happened's.

oh and finishing the book you got for the plane a week before.

whoops.

but hoping mom will be nice

and get me that other book by the same author :)

Going to the store and saying mom I need this!!!!

and realizing that I can't take all of my closet.

Darn.

Sleeping with a warm water bottle for my nervous stomach.

having the wondering what mood i'm in since I can't pick one because its hard to decide.

Going out to eat every other night because we won't be able to have this in Tahiti.

Cafe Rio anyone? :))

Thinking I thought packing for girls camp was bad.

Packing takes on a WHOLE new level moving to a different country.

Trust me.

This Week

is

THAT

week.

That's all i'm going to say.

"He is"- Hilary weeks.

He is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GeXA4A8INJ4

love this song.

We Believe.

13 ^aWe believe in being ^bhonest, true, ^cchaste, ^dbenevolent, virtuous, and in doing ^egood to all men; indeed, we may say that we follow the admonition of Paul—We believe all things, we ^fhopeall things, we have endured many things, and hope to be able to^gendure all things. If there is anything ^hvirtuous, ⁱlovely, or of good report or praiseworthy, we seek after these things.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2tLcOA6ilDc&feature=related