{yes.it means we are just friends.}

I've never been happier that I am 15

haha.

{A very confused in love out love 15 year old}

Sometimes I like boys.

Actually if you asked my proxy sister in utah

she would say

boy crazy.

Okay yes

I am boy crazy.

(:

Now on to the

your probably wondering about the title sorta thing.

Well you see this is how it went.

So one night I went to a stake dance.

At this stake dance there was a ward boy.

(THIS IS THE BOY THAT ALL THE POST BELOW ARE ABOUT!)

I must admit I was excited I've liked this boy since about January I think.

We hung out.

He asked me to dance about half the night.

Every girls dream right?

That's what I thought too.

until that all changed.

Now I thought we were pretty good friends I mean if you sit by me in seminary,say hi to me, hang out at a dance, take a couple pictures with me etc...

I mean wouldn't you say he liked me?

Yeah that's what I thought too.

until this past week.

(This is when the really quite confused 15 year old goes to the mom.)

Everything changed.Everything.

No sitting by each other in seminary.

Quick hello's.

Fast Goodbye's.

Looking at each other confused.

Or more me looking at him confused.

(not too much I hate desperate looks)

There was a time when I thought I really liked him. really liked him.

So this is my question.

In love,

or out?

So confused.

One thing though.

I have never been happier to be 15.

{Boys.}

Note to the Mormon Girls.

Never.ever. like a boy in your ward.

yes he may seem so sweet.

but when it doesn't work out

it's awkward.

Trust me.

{this is love}

My favorite thing

is when you go to a stake dance

and you dance with the boy you like

practically the whole night.

Life is good.

Life is very good. (((:

Red, Pink, and White.

Yesterday was awesome

end of story.

woot!

Give it all.He is We.

"I've had so many words

but i had no courage

now were saying goodbye

don't want to miss you tonight

tell me its not over now

I can change your mind somehow

I, I give it all

I trip and fall... for you

and I hope you wouldn't mind

just one more try...

for something new

I need you...I need you

Don't be shocked if i cry

you've changed me inside

i turned my back on you

you were the only reason

I pulled through,

I pulled through

tell me its not over now

I can change your mind somehow

My head feels so heavy

my heart is so empty

I, I give it all

I trip and fall

I trip and fall

I,I give it all

I trip and fall

for you

And

i hope you wouldn't mind

just one more try

for something new

I need you

I need you.