A List.

1: "Missing someone isn't about how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment you find yourself doing something and wishing they were right by your side."

I miss those funny little jokes at school.

The laughing so hard we almost died!!

The telling me I should go to Mr. Smiths when clearly I had to go somewhere else because of a little white slip and I didn't have him.

But It's not that I haven't talked with them or seen them.

ok so maybe it's because I haven't seen them

It's about how much I wish they were by my side right now.

I miss everyone

Lets have a skype date soon guys!!!

2: I start school next Monday and I am so terrified!!!!

3: I can't watch Soul Surfer.

I always have to do a job in the middle

or fall asleep

Trust me

I've tried this whole week!!!!!!

4: My life is better.

5: Foreign Misquotes and Fleas ARE THE WORST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mine got all infected and they hurt!!

6: I like looking at my audience.

I see that I have some pretty far away people looking at it.

Hi Guys!!!!!

I'm Back!

Sorry about that guys

moving to a different country took a bit of time away from my schedule.

So

Your probably wondering how I am, correct?

Well i'm fine

just fine.

Later i'll put some pictures up of my suitcase and the house.

Its pretty different then Utah.

I've had a difficult time to adjust

and still I'm still not adjusted.

but i'll probably will be later.

much later.

Now lets start from the very beginning of all of this

and I mean the moving

not the

Dad gets

THE NEWS

I'm taking about the beginning of the drive to Las Vegas for the plane ride the next morning.

That beginning.

The beginning of that day was really hard.

for me.

last minute packing

not finishing until about 6:40

Aunt Mel coming to help us
(That lady is a genius!!)

The "oh my gosh this is the last time forever"

well not forever

hopefully.

Then leaving at 9:00

I think

stopping at a fast food place

watching movies

First Daughter wasn't the best

Cars 2 was awesome

(14 liking Cars 2??? HECK YES!!!)

Captain America

I fell asleep in the very beginning

Driving in a snow storm that would scare your Aunt Betty.

I don't actually have a Aunt Betty.

but it was a crazy snow storm

C.r.a.z.y.

starting the little tears.

Starting to realize everything.

Scares me.

We got to Las Vegas safe.

then went up to our hotel room.

Tried sleeping

slept for a little while.

mom kinda repack a little

the baby things.

Got up

Showered

got ready.

Went to the airport.

Did all that stuff.

got on the airplane

5:45 minutes to be exact.

Wanting to start to cry.

didn't

Landed in Hawaii

Got cute earrings and a Bracelet.

Got on the Plane ride to Tahiti

5:30.

Got there

Freaked out

Culture shock.

Got up

went to church

Pictures up of the building soon!!!

so yeah

That's my life right now.

4,663 Miles.

The title means a lot.

It means a girl just a regular girl.

Dad got a job 4,663 miles away

Moving takes work.

But in the end the Lord blesses all of us every single day.

Best Friends were amazing these past couple months miss you all!!!

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
- Bernard Meltzer

A best friend shares the good times and help you out by listening during the bad times.

When you have best friends like mine you don't just have friends you have sisters!

Sisters that listen to you and comfort you through everything

They are such blessings in my life

One of my bestest friends missy wrote this and it makes me smile!

"She may be 4,663 miles away in some different country but she is still one of my bestest friends... Mallori Hapairai, I miss you with all of my heart. :) But seriously 4,663 miles? I love you. :)"

I love you guys so so so much Missy,Jenny,Megan,Sheridan,Hope and Elyse.

I love you all so so so much!! Miss you a ton!!! we'll make it through it!!!

Time.

I just need time.

Time that I have just with family.

Time that I just get a feel for Tahiti.

Just time.

This and That Week.

This week

is

THAT

week.

you know the one with all the packing

and

last minute errands.

The last goodbyes

and the driving to the airport.

the making sure you have everything

until next July.

(that's the next time we visit Utah.)

Losing your phone the LAST week you have it.

I'm not doing so great without it.

The telling mom

"WE NEED TO GO TO CABELAS AND GET A LIFE JACKET FOR THE PLANE SO I DON'T DROWNED!!!!!!!!!!!!"

and she just laughs and says "Dad says they have them over there."

OK but just wait for me and the anxiety of not having one.

I don't know why I want a life jacket for the plane

I just do.

Like I hate dark basements

scare me to death.

But back to other things.

by the way that conversation between mom and me

JUST happened.

about 5 minutes ago

its 11:34 P.M.

yeah crazy stuff happened's.

oh and finishing the book you got for the plane a week before.

whoops.

but hoping mom will be nice

and get me that other book by the same author :)

Going to the store and saying mom I need this!!!!

and realizing that I can't take all of my closet.

Darn.

Sleeping with a warm water bottle for my nervous stomach.

having the wondering what mood i'm in since I can't pick one because its hard to decide.

Going out to eat every other night because we won't be able to have this in Tahiti.

Cafe Rio anyone? :))

Thinking I thought packing for girls camp was bad.

Packing takes on a WHOLE new level moving to a different country.

Trust me.

This Week

is

THAT

week.

That's all i'm going to say.

S.H.E.M.M.M.J

Best Friends.

No Question whatsoever

8.

8 days.

until I am done with school.

in Utah.

This scares me.

I'll be in utah until november

but still...

I love her.

I'm her proxy sister.

Shes one of my sisters.

I am so lucky to have her in my life.

I love you Megan! :)

Good night.

Good night tonight.

One night that I kinda needed.

With the girls that are my

best best best friends.

Yup thats all.

Give it all.He is We.

"I've had so many words

but i had no courage

now were saying goodbye

don't want to miss you tonight

tell me its not over now

I can change your mind somehow

I, I give it all

I trip and fall... for you

and I hope you wouldn't mind

just one more try...

for something new

I need you...I need you

Don't be shocked if i cry

you've changed me inside

i turned my back on you

you were the only reason

I pulled through,

I pulled through

tell me its not over now

I can change your mind somehow

My head feels so heavy

my heart is so empty

I, I give it all

I trip and fall

I trip and fall

I,I give it all

I trip and fall

for you

And

i hope you wouldn't mind

just one more try

for something new

I need you

I need you.

So...

Lifes beginning to get good again :)

Sometimes...

Sometimes I have bad moments.

I break down and cry my eyes out.

I quit being postive and look at the bad things in life.

Today was one of those days.

When I wanted to break my window.

I punched my pillow.

But then I realized I had them.

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They made me smile.

Even when i'm the worst person ever.

They are the best people I have ever met.

Megan and Jenny, I know that when I move we are still going to be best friends.

I love you guys.

-Mal

"I am going to send you carrots in the mail... ♥ i love you!!!!!!!"

-Megan

she made my day at lunch today :)

Surprise party!! :)

The most wonderful people

I have ever met in my entire life

threw me a

SURPRISE PARTY.

I was totally off guard.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

I was seriously about to cry

NO JOKE!

I love these people so much.

Dear PD2 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! :)

Best Buds.

I love these girls! they are the best!

We laugh. We sorta cry

(its the kinda crying you get from laughing your head off!).

We are best friends no matter what!

The Cute One.

This girl is "The Cute One." She looks cute all the time! She never admits it though. She is so nice. She says the funniest things sometimes. She likes the same band as me. She took me to my first stake dance. She has the cutest clothes! She is one of my sisters! I love you sheridan! :)

The Musical One

This girl is "The Musical One". She plays the flute,piano and a little of the uke. She is a master at all of them. She always looks cute! She always is laughing. She is super nice to everyone. She is super funny (you can ask anyone of us!!) She says shes not though but thats a total lie!! She is like a sister to me! We have crazy and funny times! I love you Jenny :)

The Funny One..

This girl is "The Funny One.". She always makes me laugh. I have never seen her sad and I mean NEVER! She smiles ALL THE TIME!!! She says the randomest things anywhere. She makes a joke out of anything. She gets crazy hyper sometimes. We wanted her name to be "The Crazy One" or the " The Sarcastic One" but she wouldn't hear of it. She is super pretty and super nice! She is like a sister to me! I love you Megan!! :)

Cause a girl needs Best Friends.

And these are mine. I don't really know what I would do without them. They listen to my stories. They are the best. We have funny times together. We never get mad at each other :). We're buddies :)