I mean seriously?

This is a post where I tell you that yesterday I saw a dead dog skeleton on the side of the road while I was walking on that road.

It was nasty!! 

I mean seriously?

A DEAD DOG SKELETON ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD?!?

nasty completely and totally nasty! 

and that is why I am terrified to walk anywhere now. 

Five. Cinq. Cinco. Pae.

I have 5 days of school left 5.
This school year has brought me so many challenges.
It has brought tears.
It has brought joy.
It has brought much uncertainty.
It has brought laughter.
It has brought downward spirals from being homesick.
It has brought road-blocks.
and " What do we do?"

It has brought much strength.
Strength I didn't know I had.
Strength to overcome.
Strength to deal with teachers.
Strength to deal with kids.
Strength to try and be more kind.
Strength to not break down, and to cry.
Strength to kneel down and to pour out every last thing.

It has brought new learning.
French, Spanish and Tahitian.
Math, French History and Geography.
Physic Chemistry, Science and Technology.
Art and Music.
E.P.S.

It has brought Trial. The good kind.
Getting up at 4:00 in the morning.
Doing hard and difficult homework.
Being away from loved ones.
Being more grateful.
Learning to deal with what you have.
and learning what you don't need.
People that is a blessing.
Learning to be positive.

It has brought happiness.
Laughter.
Goodness.
Grace.
Beauty.
Joy.
Peace.
Excellence.
Blessings.
Inspiration.

This school year has made me better.
made me sad.
made me think.
made me learn.
made me wonder.
and pray hard.
made me grateful.

I know that thing upcoming week will bring.
short attentions spans.
yelling.
excitement.
hard work.
dedication.
strength.

Five. Cinq. Cinco. Pae.

Beautiful Heartbreak.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyX-I-um5Kk

I shed a couple tears. I love this song! 

It hurts.

So today I biff it.
I fell and it hurt.
I didn't cry.
but it was in front of the guy I like.
(NO I WAS NOT LOOKING AT HIM!)
I stood up.
knee bleeding oh so much.
I went to the nurse.
yes, she was mean.
she put the stupid cleaning burning stuff on.
My friend was laughing
it made it worst.
I'm limping now.
#fallinginfrontofyourcrushsoembarassing.

A much needed night.

You wanna know what made my night sooo incredibly great?

well I'll tell you.

Going to the temple after 10 incredibly long months. 

That is what made me so happy.

You know that feeling of after you are done.

you cannot help but smile.

Your sopping wet.

smiling as big as you possibly can.

Having those people receive the gospel.

Doing conformations.

Feeling happy.

I have not felt as happy as I did tonight in a long time.

It felt good.

We are best friends.

We are best friends.

Happy Sunday. 

-Mal

Those deep breaths after laughing so hard. all for the right reasons.

I get home from school. 

Tired from the long walk home.

I check facebook really quick.

I go to messages.

Jenny sent 3.

My Favorite?

" Dude... please let me know if you can skype. GET ON MAN!  WE ARE ALL HERE AND WE WANT TO SEE YOU!"

Just Jenny being Jenny.

" I'm on.

I just got home from school"

Seriously never typed that faster in my entire life.

type that email in the search box on skype.

I talked to them tonight.

My rocks.

Best buds.

I talked to them for an hour and 5 minutes tonight.

Best hour and 5 minutes. ever.

I miss them.

I heard about boy stories.

and got to be in on getting a boy back for a prank call.
" S: i'll have an egg roll!
J: Me Too!
Me: I'll have the Orange chicken!
E: I'll have Kung pao!"
Our inside jokes.
"I learned about tahiti in World Civ!"

Hearing their voices like nothing changed.

Because honestly it hasn't.

We best friends. for good. 

I love you all!!